[Aoi]better left unsaid

[Sieffre De Sauveterre]

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He felt indiscribably pathetic sitting out in the hallway after returning to his room. His laptop sitting on his knees he watched as on of Remi's friends, and someone he considered a friend as well although he wasn't sure if he was able to call Aoi that yet, offer to come with him all the way back down to the the Concert Hall all because there was some Mistletoe hanging in the enterance hall and there was a girl there as well. And ever since his encounter with the woman known as Professor Iseki he cold not get rid of that tight ball of near fear that plauged him while being around females alone. Yet another fear on his ever growing list that seemed intent to have him never leave his home by the time he actually got around to graduating. A sad thought that.

Absently pale fingers came up to massage his shoulder, under the shirt and sweater he was wearing one would find hand shaped bruises there, the muscles still so tense and sore from that whole ordeal. With a twitch of lips he quickly typted something on the keyboard, a jab towards his roommates really, not entirely lying when he mentioned the small fact it felt like the school was trying to kill him when sticking him in to a room with two canine shifters who would just as gladly eat him as shake his hand. Another smile flickering across his lips as Aoi, whom was a tiger shifter, offered to let him move in to the dorm basically right beside the one he was already in and away from the dogs. It would also be a refuge from having his roommate, Dimitri, who hated his best friend, Remi, with such a feral intensity that it scared him. It would mean he'd no longer have to sneak out in the odd times that Remi wanted him to come over, or visa versa, and it felt like a great weight had been lifted from his chest in that breath.

At the soft trill from his computer he stopped contemplating what a change his life would take at the simple act of moving. Instead concentrating on the fact that Aoi didn't seem to be all that upset by the fact he was asking so much, time anyways, in needed someone to come with him to get his composition that was hopefully still by the piano. And to walk with him passed the mistletoe and the girl if she was still indeed there, with out seeming to be all that upset by it. As always it made him wonder if he was worthy of having such nice people around him who just allow him and his silly fears the room to breathe with out smoothering him with too much concern. But it was not the apathy he faced with his father just... Different some how.

Absently pushing a hand though his hair, watching blonde and black strands flutter at the edge of his eye sight, shifting against the wall and finally closing his laptop and shoving it in to his backpack. As soon as Aoi was ready to head down Sieffre could make his way down as well as reunite with a friend of his if only a sort while for now. He was looking forward to it, really, some time with someone who likely wouldn't tell him that there was something wrong with him. Or... At least he hoped that much anyways.

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Tagged: Aoi
Word Count: No... Idea. x.x;
OOC comment: I… Am sorry it took so long.

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