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Post by Annette Livingston on Aug 5, 2010 15:09:03 GMT -4
Annette lay on her bed though made it seem to give her no comfort. Her head filled with the sound of others talking threw the wall but no matter how hard she tried she just could not get any sleep. The light from the hall way filtered under her door and she sighed sitting up on the bed even though it was early morning and the sun was showing its first rays threw her light blue chiffon curtains.
moving to sit cross legged she picked up her guitar, and began strumming a few cords lightly, soon a tune emerged and she added to it some words, her voice carrying gently like a mother gently singing a lullaby to a small child. "Ohh I got a call today At 3 AM It's what you didn't say that told me I'd get hurt again. So I hung up the phone and I screamed out loud I felt so alone, I should had said the things I'm thinking now
Ohh never thought it would be so hard to let you go
Tell me how I'm gonna make it your the one I cant forget It's like I'm running in slow motion in a nightmare that never ends When I try to face it when I wake up I hate the way reality sets in God I wish you could hold me, through the seven days of lonely. (The seven days of lonely, yeah)
Oh it's deafening The bitter truth I'm doing everything for the first time again without you I pretend I'm ok But it aches inside There's got to be a way that's better then just getting by
Ohh never thought it be so hard to let you go
Tell me how I'm gonna make it your the one I can't forget It's like I'm running in slow motion in a nightmare that never ends When I try to face it when I wake up I hate the way reality sets in God I wish you could hold me, through the seven days of lonely.
My heart is speeding up and slowing down to know I know it's over, it's over And can you die of heartbreak to die for love lost young I pray to find it again, oh again
Got a call today At 3 AM It's what you didn't say that hurts again
Tell me how I'm gonna make it your the one I cant forget It's like I'm running in slow motion in a nightmare that never ends When I try to face it when I wake up I hate the way reality sets in God I wish you could hold me Through the seven days of lonely Through the seven days of lonely Through the seven days of lonely Through the seven days of lonely Ohhhhhh"
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Post by Skyler Mckay on Aug 12, 2010 22:51:21 GMT -4
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Skyler sat on her bed in her dorm looking out the window. Skyler wished the storm would end, it was kind of making her more depressed then she is or ever was before the storm. She had her sketch book in front of her ready to draw something, but nothing came to mind. ‘Maybe I should take a walk’[/i] was the first thing she thought about doing now. Skyler didn’t feel like sitting in this room any longer. But what could she do around this school with the storm. She hated not being able to go outside and look at the stars and moon or knowing that there is a beach and not being able to go to it. Her IPhone and sketch book lay on the bed in front of her. Skyler didn’t have the motivation to draw at the moment, she was way to o depressed at the moment to even think about drawing. Skyler got up off her bed and walked over towards the window. She looked outside, the rain was letting up but it was still coming down. Today Skyler was wearing a Black shirt with a string that goes over her head instead on sleeves. With demine shorts and leggings under them. She is also wearing knee high boots. She still hadn’t put on her jewelry and she had a pair of gloves and her hat that she is planning to put on lying on her bed. Skyler looked out the window, it looked like it was letting up some but it was still going on. Skyler hated this storm right now; she had nothing to do and it didn’t look like anything interesting was going to happen any time soon with the hurricane. Skyler walked back over to her bed. She put her gloves and hat on. She then walked over to her night stand where she placed her jewelry and IPhone. She placed her Iphone in her pocket and then put on all her jewelry which wasn’t much. ‘Should I bring my bag?’ she thought about that question for a couple seconds then figured she could do without it. The only things that she needed really were her sketch book, the book she reads and her reading glasses. But for an hour or two she could live without them. Skyler looked back out the window one last time hoping the rain would stop so she could go outside, but nothing it kept raining. Skyler turned around and looked at the door. Skyler walked out the door and walked through the hallway. Skyler heard someone playing the guitar and singing. It sounded very pretty; she had a good voice and played very well. Skyler wanted to see who it was that was playing so she followed the sound of the music. Skyler followed it to a dorm room, the door was opened so she could see who it was that was playing without knocking. Skyler wanted to wait till she finished her song before she said something about it. Skyler leaned against the wall of the door way. The girl finished her song and Skyler knew she had to say something before the other girl thought she was weird or something. “Hmm Hello I heard you in the hallway, I think your song and voice is very pretty. Did you write the song?” Asked Skyler; in her thick German accent coming through with every word like any other time. Skyler never really liked to voice her opinion or complement people. She never really knew why she didn’t like to complement people, she also felt weird when people complemented her it kind of went both ways. [/center][/font][/size][/color]
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Post by Annette Livingston on Aug 13, 2010 21:16:17 GMT -4
Annette finished her song and lay the guitar down next to her pulling her pajama covered legs up to her chest as she sighed. She was lonley no dought about it she craved that witch none had given her thus far in her life, that was ,warm arms to hold her and some one to tell her things would be all right.
She gave a deep sigh as she sat on her bed. It was then she heard a voice talking to her and she looked up to see a young girl standing in her doorway.
"Yes I did, I write how I feel and thats how I feel right now." she said resting her head on her knees gently her hair falling to one side but she brushed it back over her shoulder. She could not help wriggle her toes on her cotton cover feeling how it felt against them.
Pulling a blanket that sat behind her she warapped it around her as she now felt a chill , where it had come from she didn't know but feel it she did. Now sat with it wrapped around her she sighed again. "freindless, boyless and totaly alone" she said softly as she gently blew across her blanket covered legs.
she moved to curl up on her bed and could not help the tear that slowly ran down her cheek. Why was it so difficult for her to find that right boy, was she just looking to hard or was she just not the right woman for any man to love.
She sniffed back her tears, using the blanket now to wipe her eyes with but as one set of tears was wiped more followed behind it no matter how hard she tried now she could not stem the flow of tears.
She looked at the girl from where she lay "Im sorry Im just not good company right now, I guess im just feeling sorry for my self" she sniffed back more tears yet they glistened in the semi dark of her room on her cheek as she now lay half hid by the blanket.
She poked her hed out from under the blanket for second " you wouldn't happen to know any avalible single men... no .. you wouldn't " she said and sighed ducking back under again "Its just so unfare, why can't I get the boy?" she asked from under her blanket.
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