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[Aoi Park]

xx

He sighed softly and waited on a bench for the male to finally show up. He looked around the streets, waiting to find any sign of the male, he didn’t have his phone with him, only a wallet filled with money so there was no way he could get a hold of the boy. “Tokiie…” He mused softly his voice sounding either a little distressed or maybe even a little pissed off. Aoi dressed up rather nice for the male today, wearing a Chinese dress he had bought before he came here, red sandals with little red flowers on them, also his painted his nails black and wore black lace gloves. He thought he looked nice and he hoped the other male would think so too, the last time they met Tokiie was were a kimono from Japan, this time it was Aoi’s turn to spread his nationality, to the male. He just hoped he liked it.

He ran his fingers down his smooth legs, just making sure they were smooth. This was new, Aoi was completely and utter worried about how he looked and smelt. His perfume only gave him a small hint of fruitiness, it wasn’t over powering like his other perfume but it worked. His eyes were also painted a dark red color, he felt very red today. Sighing softly and rubbed the back of his neck and looked around. He hoped he had given Tokiie the right directions, yes he was sure he did. He map quested it out perfectly. Suddenly he gasped and felt hands on his shoulders, they weren’t Tokiie’s hands. Jumping up he was starting at a few guys, they were all asking where she was going. She? Crap they thought he was a girl.

In a normal situation, Aoi would beat them up and set them straight, but he looked to nice and he didn’t want to get dirty. “I’m waiting for someone, my boyfriend.” Tokiie was going to have to play the roll of his boyfriend for the moment if he ever showed up, however those boys slowly began to circle around the male, they touched him and finally the leader of the group pulled him close, Aoi could have easily kicked him off but didn’t so he didn’t blow his cover as a female. “Get off me!” He screamed, no one was coming, would he have to blow his cover?

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outfit;;Outfit!

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[Tokiie Shibata]

The last time around, the two had agreed to go out for sushi together. Tonight was that night, and for Tokiie, it was a bit more out of the ordinary then to his liking. He had gone out to eat with plenty of people before; friends, family, dates, just about everybody. This time around, he felt a bit more on edge while he got himself dressed. Was he going to be late? Well, tardiness was a bit of a trademark of his.

To tell the truth, and he hesitated doing so, especially to himself; Aoi was beginning to weasel his way in. He knew the feeling all to well and it made him on edge. Tokiie remembered it clearly with Lucifer, how he was nervous about looking good, making sure he was on time all the time, all those little things that he normally didn’t give two cents about. Maybe it might’ve been a good idea to drop Aoi as soon as possible, especially when he started to get this deep inkling.

His heart had accumulated a frightening rhythm by the time he leaned over the small vanity to apply some eyeliner. His mind was screaming at him. Don’t do it, Tokiie! Don’t put yourself through this again! In all sincerity, he wanted to follow what his mind told him to do. Drop the date, drop Aoi out of his life and just go back to what he was good at. He hesitated as he put the last line onto his eyes; maybe he should just skip out and never speak of this again.

Tokiie heaved a deep sigh, got up and slipped on his leather jacket. Nope, not today, he wasn’t skipping out today. He was jumping in front of that truck, throwing himself into the arms of danger, doing what he had promised he’d never do again. He stopped by the mirror to see if he looked okay one last time before heading out into the garage space to pick up his motorcycle. Yes, he was one of the few kids around these parts to actually own and drive a motorcycle instead of a bike or a car. Thanks to his moderately royal family, he had a nice apartment, a nice motorcycle and a nice student life. What could be better?

He couldn’t help but contemplate life as he drove to the sushi restaurant Aoi had given him the directions to. After school, after all had been said and done, what was he going to do? Most likely become a highly sought after professor in the field of sociology, like his family wanted. It was always what his family wanted. But why should he not? They loved him, they cared for him, it was the least he could do to pay them back.

Okay, so this was the place, huh? Looked sort of fancy for him, but more likely mid class then anything. He drove around back and dropped of his motorcycle before heading around, whistling and bouncing his keys in one hand. His thoughts were disrupted, however, by a sudden distressed cry in an all-too-familiar voice. Quickly turning the corner, his suspicions were well founded when, joy of joys, it was Aoi about to be totally gang raped. Honestly, couldn’t the kid stay out of trouble for once?

”Excuse me,” Came the low and rather dangerous growl of a voice. It bounced off the dynamic air, little notes just floating and hanging as the men looked towards him. His frame was half cast in the shadows, shoulders mildly hunched and an ominous presence about him. ”I would appreciate it if you kindly remove your hands.”

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Tag >>> Aoi
Status >>> Complete
Notes >>> Now he’s confused, congrats. XP

[Aoi Park]

xx

So it was really going to be like this? Aoi would have to get his clothes torn off, found out he was a boy and then get beat up? Nope. Not happening, Aoi was about to lose it, one more grab on his ass and fists were flying. “Let go of me right now!” He said and shoved the leader hard into the dirt, a snarl passed his lips, he wasn’t about to let himself fall victim to stupid horny kids, who needed a life but didn’t have one so they thought it would be fun to bother him. Aoi growled when arms moved around his waist to hold him back, his elbow suddenly connected with a male’s nose, breaking it with a nasty crunching sound. They all started to shout, slowly realizing he wasn’t a women but in fact a man. He would admit it was fun to trick people, but not when they touched him like this.

Suddenly everything stopped, he heard Tokiie’s voice and saw him in the shadows. He looked so scary, the only way he concluded that was because the gang of guys ran off quicker then anything, with their friends broken nose and also a random ass guy in the shadows, they might have felt out matched or something, so they ran off. Aoi muttered a stream of curses and then set his attention back too Tokiie. He looked so handsome, handsome enough for Aoi’s cheeks to turn red and his eyes to cast away. He wondered if Tokiie noticed his outfit and also his hair, when they met Aoi’s hair was short and black, now it was a little past his shoulders and a deep brown color, would he like it? He hoped so, Aoi loved to change his hair every now and then so it was common for him to do so.

“Thanks, they thought I was a women.” Aoi snorted and shook his head and then smiled warmly at the male, gently taking his hand and lacing their fingers just so he had a firm grip and then he pulled the male inside the restaurant. It was so authentic. They had to take their shoes off of course at the door, Aoi did it without knowing it because well, he had to do that at home himself and he was sure Tokiie did too. The hostess was dressed up in a pretty combination of Chinese, Japanese and Korean robes, it looked like a kimono, but was made from silk like Aoi’s own dress and then had a bright Korean flair to it. He personally loved it and asked where she got it, grinning since he wanted it so badly. They were seated on the floor of course, on soft pillows and given menu’s, though Aoi knew what they were going to get. He promised Tokiie sushi. “Can we have the 100 piece platter? And I want raspberry tea please.” He grinned at her and then looked at Tokiie. Yeah they could eat 100 pieces of sushi.

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outfit;; Outfit!

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[Tokiie Shibata]

The little group was gone within three seconds, and that was quick, even by Tokiie’s own time. He stood back for a moment, leery to approach Aoi and wondering if this had been such a good idea after all. It wasn’t too late to leave, was it? Maybe even pretend he didn’t recognize the boy, after all, he looked rather different today. Leave Tokiie, just leave! His mind was shouting at him, screaming at him, telling him that if he did this again, he would never forgive himself.

Then again, he never forgave himself for a lot of things.

Tokiie didn’t really have time to think it through, or make his own decision, as Aoi had already intertwined their fingers like he had done a few weeks ago in his bedroom. Make him go away! His mind screamed. Do anything, just make him go away! But Tokiie didn’t do anything, didn’t say anything, as Aoi pulled him under the awning and into the dimly lit restaurant. He was really too numb to say anything, just put himself on autopilot. Autopilot told him to take off his shoes at the door and follow the hostess in, sit down and pretend none of this was really happening.

He let Aoi order and was completely and utterly silent the whole time. It had been a long time since he had been on an outing, a true outing, with somebody for reasons that weren’t to purely benefit him. Tokiie was a little bit of at loss as to what to say, what to do, what to even think. Aoi was dressed up in red today; a silky Chinese dress was what mostly caught his attention. He noticed how it was a tad too short, but didn’t mention it. Unfortunately for himself and maybe the both of them, Tokiie wasn’t so well dressed today.

Damn, Tokiie realized he had been staring off into the distance the whole time and not even looking at Aoi. He gave himself a wicked mental backhand and told himself to pay more attention. None the less, he felt uncharacteristically nervous about the whole situation.

”This is a… Um… A really nice place.” It sounded a bit offhanded, a bit like he was simply standing it off instead of appreciating. He sounded almost bored, like he didn’t care at all. It was a basic survival instinct for him; to sound like he didn’t give a crap about anything. It was a layer of armor, protection against the lashing words and elements.

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Tag >>> Aoi
Status >>> Complete
Notes >>> Question: is this morning or night?

[Aoi Park]

xx

The whole time. Tokiie didn’t say a word. He didn’t even fully look at him, his expression was just blank. This hurt Aoi pretty bad, it was easy to see the male didn’t want to be there, he was just doing this to be nice to Aoi. He knew it, he had always known this. Aoi slowly shook his head when he spoke, he couldn’t believe he fell for this, kindness. It was all just one big lie wasn’t it? “If you don’t want to be here with me then go. I’ll drop off some food by your room later.” He said bitterly, he had made sure he looked nice, was on time, had money and everything just so he and the male could spend the day together, that was just it. Aoi didn’t look at the male, he didn’t even breath really, well he did but he knew he couldn’t do it really well.

The waitress would be a while, getting their food or rather Aoi’s food together. Why the hell would be come if he didn’t want to be here with him? Aoi glared at him, giving him the most painful and hurt look yet. “If you didn’t want to come, then why would you bother? Get my hopes up? That’s really cruel, almost torturous.” He huffed softly and crossed his arms over his chest, moving his piercing gaze away from the male, yes he was mad. Tokiie was rather easy to read, they both read each other so well, why else would Tokiie be so quiet and blank? He was regretting it, most likely everything. That’s always how it went. Nothing would ever change.

Playing with the end of his dress he thought to himself, now what? What could do he? He would have to sit here like a total loser and wait for the women to come back and then ask her to put it all in a box so he could take home. Aoi would most likely be crying by then so that would also be fun to talk about. He shifted on the pillow and waited. This again wasn’t new between them. They always seemed to wait for the other person’s reaction, their words. Anything that might clear up a confusion or a misunderstanding that they had. So, Aoi waited.

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[Tokiie Shibata]

Aoi was angry, sad, confused, all messed up and his voice conveyed it as he spoke. His eyes were sharp, but there were those little tears collecting in the corners again and it made Tokiie feel like he wanted to scream. Damn it, no! Why did the kid always have to take things at face value? Why did he have to be so… So emotionally shaky. Why didn’t Aoi just understand? Because he was like everybody else, taking the things written on his face as the things that they were said. He wouldn’t understand. He would never understand and Tokiie was left out in the dust once again.

Tokiie leaned forward, grabbed the collar of Aoi’s dress, pulled him forward and kissed him. He had pulled them together so violently their teeth clicked and he had kissed him. The little voice that had been screaming in his head shut up immediately, just a few seconds before it would drive him insane. Tokiie hoped he would understand. No, he didn’t want to hurt him, yes, he really did want to be here and he was acting like an ass because he was just confused. He would never say it out loud, but he hoped this would compensate fine.

Finally, finally, Tokiie let go and sat back straight in his seat. His breathing had gone aflutter but slowly toned itself down again. What did he just do? What the freaking hell did he just do? ”I’m sorry,” His voice was quiet, breathy, almost like he had stopped breathing and just started back up again. ”It’s just that... I…” Another long pause as he licked his lips. His throat suddenly felt dry. What the hell was Aoi doing to him? He had never been this out of control of himself, never been his confused and nervous and holy hell he felt like screaming and pulling his hair out.

”I came because I wanted to be here, babe.” One word at a time and it’ll be okay. Slowly now, very slowly. ”It’s because I wanted to see you.” Tokiie never lied, and he wasn’t about to start now.

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Tag >>> Aoi
Status >>> Complete
Notes >>> Question: is this morning or night?

[Aoi Park]

xx

Aoi didn’t know what to do, his body felt a but numb and his eyes were worried. If the male didn’t want to be here then why did he come? The expression on Tokiie’s face was blank, but maybe that wasn’t blankness, maybe he was thinking? Confused? Aoi sighed softly and smiled gently at him. “Talk to me, Tokiie… I ma-” His voice was cut off from the clicking of their teeth and the meeting of their lips. It hurt for a moment, but then it grew softer and Aoi’s eye’s fluttered shut, it was like the last time they kissed. Aoi could still taste the saltiness over his lips, the male’s breath reminded him of the ocean air, Aoi had never felt so alive and happy kissing someone before, but soon it all came to an end when the male pulled away and said he was sorry.

“Tokiie…” He began and crawled over to the male, moving his arms around him and pulled him down into his chest, an embrace that was protecting and comforting. Tokiie was confused, he didn’t know what was going on, if the world was up or down, Aoi doubted he even knew. Aoi just wanted to help him in anyway he could, he didn’t want to feel this feeling of being worried the male didn’t want to be here, no he did. He just said so and Tokiie never lied. So he wasn’t lying when he said he wanted to see Aoi. Slowly Aoi brought his face up and cupped his cheeks, moving to kiss him softly again. “Let me help you, like you’re helping me. We’re suppose to help each other, that’s what friends are for right? I’m always here for you Tokiie, so whenever you need to spill your feelings, I’ll be there.” He whispered softly and gently kissed the male’s forehead. He was so intoxicating really, from the scent he carried to his voice, even to his troubles. Aoi was intoxicated by Tokiie, he thought it would be a good thing. Being this way with the male. But maybe that’s not what Tokiie wanted? He shouldn’t have been so selfish. What does Tokiie want, Aoi? Does he want nothing to do with you? To be alone? Does he even want Aoi? Those thoughts ran through his mind and he tried to keep himself steady. No matter what the male wanted, he would support him. Tokiie was here for Aoi, so Aoi was here for Tokiie. He always would be.

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outfit;; Outfit!
tags;;tokiiiie
notes;; Night and >3<

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[Tokiie Shibata]

Aoi was holding him and he felt a stir deep in his chest. Damn it, no no no, it wasn’t supposed to go like that. Every single other time it had been smooth sailing and now what? He was making him go soft, wilting him like a flower left in the sun for way too long without water. Aoi kissed his head and told him that he would be there to help, like friends were supposed to, and began spilling all these other things. Woven little delicate things that made Tokiie want to scream once again.

”I’ll be alright,” He looked away, first to his left and then down at the table. In his own little world, yes, he would be alright. He’d be alright if he was the last man on earth and then some and he’d be alright if 2012 was actually true. Tokiie was alright alone; he always was and it probably wouldn’t change in the future. Probably would, probably wouldn’t, the sky was probably gonna fall before he came to a decision. But then he would let it fall, because it would still be better then what he had to face.

The waitress came and put down their food. She looked from Tokiie, back to Aoi and then Tokiie again before leaving without a word. He was a bit too afraid to move at the moment, having the boy clinging to him as if nothing else in the world mattered. Maybe nothing else did, or maybe Tokiie was the smallest thing on his mind right now, but he sure as hell didn’t know. Whatever, food was here, so he just tried to relax and enjoy today, if there was anything worth salvaging.

”Well,” He nudged at Aoi with his shoulder, playfully smiling down at him. Just breathe and relax, breath and relax. ”Here’s to a nice evening, huh?”

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Tag >>> Aoi
Status >>> Complete
Notes >>> Bleh, short post. D:

[Aoi Park]

xx

He said he would be alright, but would he? Would he really be alright? Aoi frowned a bit and gently pressed his lips to the male’s ear, doing the same thing he had done to him before and whispered sweet words into his ear, yet instead of nothings, they were something’s. He didn’t know where they came from, but they were there, every little words he could think of to tell the male how he felt about him came out in a string of just kind words, telling the male how nice he really was, telling the male how handsome he was. He looked like he needed it, even though he said he was fine. Aoi wanted to kiss him, to be able to kiss all those things away, all of those bad thoughts from his mind like a lover might be able to do.

“Can I kiss you? One more time… or would that be too much to ask?” He asked softly and gently moved his hand to stroke his fingers tips along the male’s cheek, he was confused. He wasn’t alright. “Tell me what’s going on in your head… I’m worried… about you Tokiie.” He was too, it was hard for him to watch the male have inner problems, he could see everything so clearly in his eyes it was almost crazy. Shifting a bit he moved back to the other side of the table so they could eat, Tokiie seemed to want to forget the awkwardness and just get down to eating, so Aoi would do that for him.

Smiling gently, he nodded. “Yes, and hopefully more to come?” He asked softly and sipped his drink and took the chop sticks that were lying beside him and broke them in two so he could eat, he took a piece of the sushi and held it out for the male, tilting his head and giving him a slight “eat it” with his eyes. He was feeding the male? Kind of, if he didn’t like it then Aoi would eat it all for himself. He watched the male and slowly felt the heat rise to his cheeks, god he was so cute. So amazing, Aoi’s heart hurt. It really hurt whenever it began to pound in his chest. He really began to think that the word like wasn’t enough to described how he felt.

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outfit;; [url=http://www.polyvore.com/untitled/set?id=20035171
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[Tokiie Shibata]

Aoi’s breath tickled at his ear as he whispered to him. To tell the truth, he sort of froze up then, unsure of what to do. Words were words, but sometimes words could bend and warp things out of shape. Aoi was telling him these… These things that made him want to both slap the boy again or pull him into another long, long kiss. Would another kiss be something too much to ask? There was a lull, a pause in his thought as something just clicked. The voice had come back again, and this time it was suave and maneuvering, like velvet on a gun. Go ahead Tokiie, what’s there to lose?”

Tokiie leaned in and pressed his lips to Aoi’s once again. It was soft and gentle and yielding this time around; less force behind it, more meaning in it. He wasn’t sure what to do, what to think, what to feel. It was just one big nothing to him. After a few seconds, Tokiie pulled away. Aoi was worried about him? Why? Other then his parents and some family, nobody worried about him. He had thought Lucifer had worried, but it became clear that he didn’t. After a while, he had come to the safe conclusion that he should assume anybody worried for him; it was a safer bet that way.

”It’s… I’m just…” The waitress came along, and he felt as if he could kiss her at that very moment. She had just saved him from having to spill just about everything that had been going on in his head. Aoi moved away, back to his side of the table and it would be a lie of Tokiie said he didn’t miss how warm he felt. He almost wanted to grab him, curl up somewhere soft and cuddly and just sleep.

Aoi held out a piece to him, telling him to eat it in a silent manner. Tokiie glared at it for a moment, skeptical, before smiling and snapping the piece of raw fish and rice up. In true fish fashion, he swallowed it whole. When he was a sailfish, he didn’t have the capacity to chew, and he guessed it sort of just carried over. Tokiie picked up a piece this time and held it close to Aoi’s mouth. Fine, if he wanted to play like that, he would get the game.

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Tag >>> Aoi
Status >>> Complete
Notes >>> Hehehe, it’s cool. Fun working? XD

[Aoi Park]

xx

Their second kiss was so gentle and wonderful. Aoi moaned softly into it and wrapped his arms around the male’s neck. He wanted to continue their kiss, continue this feeling inside himself until he didn’t think he could anymore. Though that was impossible and he would be able to continue such a feeling, he just didn’t know if he was ready for this again. When the male pulled away, he pulled him back for another kiss, this time making his own kiss, his lips parted a little bit and he slowly pushed his tongue inside the other’s mouth, making their kiss deeper and meaningful then ever before, his gently cupped the male’s cheeks. Sadly he had to pull away when the waitress came closer, smiling gently at him he had gone back to his table and offered the male some of the sushi he was ordered. Aoi wouldn’t deny how cute it was to watch the boy snapped up the sushi. “Do you like it?”

Aoi blushed a bit when the male held out a piece for him with his fingers. It wasn’t that it was disgusting to him or something, it was just that he was nervous? Wow, weird way to get so nervous. Slowly Aoi leaned forward and ate the sushi happily, his lips gently grazed against the male’s fingers, so he hoped that was okay. He sat back and ate it, nodding in approval before he went and tucked into a few more pieces himself, his face was still a rather rosy color, he figured it was because the male had never truly seen him eat before.

He moved to sip his drink and then looked at his hands a bit, he was curious of something, which he was unsure if he should ask or not. “T-Tokiie… I was…n-no! Nevermind.” He said quickly and moved his gaze away from the male, god he couldn’t ask it. He wanted to know if the male wanted to spend the night with him, just like friends would. That wouldn’t be weird right? If the male wanted to know what he wanted to say then he would ask, for now he wouldn’t. His face was screaming his feelings though, he was clearly annoyed at himself, he was pushing his luck to possibly the breaking point with Tokiie.

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outfit;; Outfit!

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[Tokiie Shibata]

Tokiie pulled away from him, mind wiring, and had yet to be able to recover before Aoi pulled him back in. It was like being pulled back underwater, only in this water, he couldn’t breath and didn’t know a thing about. He could feel Aoi’s heart fluttering against his chest, a faint heartbeat against his skin. He was allowing the boy to get too close, way, way too close and soon he would end up just like how he had ended up with Lucifer; cast out and alone. Next thing he knew, Aoi’s tongue was in his mouth and he wondered what the hell was this all going to lead to. For now, Tokiie just let it be, but he would probably go and panic about it later when nobody was around to see.

When the waitress came, Aoi backed off, but he wouldn’t put it past the boy to continue it later. However, he happily at the bit of sushi offered before taking a few pieces for himself. He found himself relieved when Aoi began eating. It was knowing that he wasn’t completely lost yet. Knowing that, Tokiie began to eat for himself as well. It was very good, and he took note of this place so he could come back later. Though he much preferred grabbing the fish himself out in the sea, sushi was a nice alternative and always welcome.

Things passed in relative silence for a little while, but then Aoi started a few words. They sounded halting and hesitant, and he quickly dismissed it before he could get any further. Tokiie only shrugged at that; he would ask later. More like, he would pester Aoi later and eventually get the question out of him. He looked nervous too, jittery and on edge. Poor little thing.

They were about half way done before Tokiie started talking again. His frazzled nerves had finally calmed and he thought he could survive this one. ”So, what was that question you wanted to ask?”[/color

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Tag >>> Aoi
Status >>> Complete
Notes >>> :3

[Aoi Park]

xx

“I was wondering… if you wanted to spend the night with me.” Oh god, did he really just say that out loud? His face turned a dark red, redder then his dress and his golden eyes moved away from him. He would say no, of course he would say no. Aoi was on the verge of shut totally blowing off what he just said, telling the male not to even worry about it. That was what part of his brain was telling him, but the other wasn’t the other part of him really wanted the male to say yes. He looked over to the male and waited for him to speak, his expression was confusing him. He couldn’t read it, it almost broke his heart. Aoi was falling to hard for Tokiie, not again he couldn’t fall for someone like this and then hope it would work out like he did for his ex. Slowly he shook his head and sighed. “Forget what I just said, okay?” He asked softly, his voice dripping with pain and malice.

He didn’t know what else to do at the moment. He just had to wait for the Japanese boy to speak, he was really nervous about it too, he would say no, even if he had just casted his request off. He continued to eat, however it took him a long time to swallow just one piece of the sushi, it seemed that even his question even affected him eating his meal, his golden eye’s met Tokiie’s and he muttered softly in Chinese, this was just too hard for him. “I’m sorry, I’m just making things harder for you aren’t I? I’m starting to like you more and more, and you just continue to get more and more uncomfortable around me. I’m sorry.” He gave a tiny smile and set his chopsticks down, he felt like he was going to get sick, he quickly stood and walked to the bathroom, shutting the door and locking it. It was a tiny bathroom of course, made for maybe just two people to fit comfortable inside. He slowly moved to sit down on the wooden floor. His heart was just going crazy. Why? Slowly he began to figure it would, began to figure out why he liked the male so much. No wait, he didn’t like Tokiie. He loved Tokiie.

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outfit;; Outfit!
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notes;;Silly Aoi >/

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[Tokiie Shibata]

Spend the night? Strangely, the question slid off smoothly in his mind. It did come off as a bit strange, but altogether it was pretty fine. Aoi, however, seemed to be having a heart attack. He was clearly in distress, but Tokiie wasn’t sure of the reason. Probably from the question; Aoi’s face was turning a very vibrant shade of red. He quickly shook the question off, however. His voice sounded rather unsure, almost pained when he spoke. Poor kid, he always seemed to be doubting his own words. The boy seemed to scramble for something to hold on to in his own expression. Though Tokiie liked him quite a lot by now, he wasn’t about to give Aoi that liberty. He prided himself in keeping his expression cool and neutral.

Then there were the apologies again. Aoi’s apologies were starting to sound so shab and plastic; he said them so often, it was beginning to sound fake. Tokiie was beginning to find distaste in Aoi’s apologies, and he hoped they would stop soon. However, he also felt sorry for the boy. His mental state, after a quick analysis, turned out to be so fragile. Like a little glass sculpture or a small bird’s wing; he needed careful care and polishing to be at his best. Unfortunately, he hadn’t been getting the treatment he needed.

Before Tokiie could get a single word in, Aoi got up abruptly and left for the washroom. He was surprised at the sudden action and continued to sit there, alone, feeling a bit like an idiot. He hadn’t even said anything and Aoi was already upset at him. Damn it, he had kissed him and he was still acting like he had punched him in the face and then killed his dog. He frowned for a moment, knowing Aoi wasn’t here to see it anyways. Now what would he need to do? Play it cool--it always worked miracles.

Tokiie slowly got up and wandered over to the washrooms; single unit things that sat near the back close to the kitchen. He jiggled the handle for a minute, but already knew it was locked. Damn it. Tokiie leaned down to inspect the lock and found it quite simple, actually. It was a slot-lock that could be easily opened if one had a long enough nail, a key, a knife or a penny. He almost rolled his eyes at it; such a simple little thing.

The man took his key, slid it in and it popped open as easily as a snap of the fingers. The door opened easily as well, so he walked in and closed it behind him; locking it again. No running this time, babe. Tokiie was ready for any barrage that would come his way. ”My goodness, babe,” Tokiie sighed and sat down next to Aoi, curled up on the floor. ”Why do you always run?

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Tag >>> Aoi
Status >>> Complete
Notes >>> Now he’s confused, congrats. XP

[Aoi Park]

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Aoi sighed softly and ran his fingers into his hair. God he was being a child, running for no reason. This wasn’t him. Growling softly, Aoi punched the wall, yeah he punched it, causing his knuckles to turn bright red and bleed a bit. He had to stop right then and there being this scared little wimpy child. If Tokiie wanted to hurt him, then so be it. If Tokiie wanted to be with him, then so be it. Aoi couldn’t prevent anything honestly, thing would just happen as they did. His head suddenly snapped up when he saw Tokiie. Hey, didn’t he lock the door? Huffing softly and giving the male a tiny smile. “You found me.” He chuckled and leaned his head back against the wall. Crap he couldn’t run now. Okay, time to face his fears.

Aoi shrugged and leaned on the male a little bit, he looked at him and silently told him to brace himself for a long as story. “Why do I run? I have no idea. I think it’s because, I’m scared of you. Not like, I’m scared your going to stab me and take my money, but I’m scared you’ll just throw me away. Act like you’ve never even met me. You know? I really like you Tokiie… and I’m wondered if it’s more then I should like you. But then I realized, I didn’t like you. I kind of loved you. I know it’s love, but what kind of love? Brotherly, friendship? Lovers? I don’t know. I’m waiting on you to help me with that. I just know, I want to be with you in some way. If I’m being completely stupid tell me so. I don’t want to seem like a clingy child, I want you to like me.” He said and looked at the male, there. All on the table. Now what? Again it felt like he was relying on Tokiie too much, it wasn’t really his burden to bare. “Also, I’m sorry for saying sorry so much. I can tell it annoys, you but keep in mind, I don’t say I’m sorry unless I really mean it.” He said and gently nudged the male with a small smile. He moved to look at his feet, he was waiting again, this seemed to be a common theme with them. Waiting for someone to give a little so the other can take.

word count;; 416
outfit;; Outfit!
tags;;tooookiiieee
notes;;There all on the table! xD

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