and If you Want me... >>Aoi<<

[Tokiie Shibata]

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The forest compensated for its lack of an interesting name with its copious amounts of room and running space, plus interesting nooks and crannies to explore. The forest was certainly very green, especially now that it was the beginning of summer and everything was great. Tokiie had found himself taking a lot of walks lately, especially down a little known path in Treefilled Forest when he had more then ten minutes of spare time. Of course, he had begun to wander even off that path to look for new things soon, close to the beginning of his little explorations.

For today, Tokiie was looking for a nice, quiet place where he would be undisturbed. He really, really needed to finally stick his nose in that book and study hard for those final exams looming just over the horizon, and the lounge had been way too noisy. His own room wasn’t much of an option either, as he had roommates that didn’t exactly see eye to eye with him on the matter. He had really wished for a room of his own, but once the school’s little titter tatter had gotten out, there was no way the place wasn’t going to be flooded with hopeful students sooner or later.

The young man picked through the underbrush of the woods, avoiding anything sharp and pointy and potentially deadly. There was no sun shining today, the only signs of time were the deadly nightshade. It was very late, the moon dappled through the trees and created little blue and black shadows. He walked at a light pace through the dark of the woods, the only light coming from a paper lantern that cast a flickering light. It was a simple yellow-y orb that gave off a dim light.

Tokiie looked ominous, like some sort of long dead ghost, mourning the loss of life. He carried a small, simple bag slung over his shoulder. His clothes, though shades of white and black and grey, were anything but dull and drab. They brushed the ground, the longer parts being held up a bit by his free hand. They looked like elaborate robes, but as some would know, it was a detailed kimono. The young man looked rather elegant in it, if not with a certain hair of rueful presence. The paper lantern was held a bit ahead of him to illuminate some sort of path through the thickets.

He paused when he heard a light crackle coming from somewhere to his right. He wasn’t sure if he should look or not, but decided it was just some squirrel or bird and continued on his way. He needed to find a place to study, and whatever it was better not bother him. It would probably just gawk for a little while, at most.

Finally, finding an almost bowl-like indent where the earth cropped outwards in a drop cliff, he settled in it. The scoop in the ground was sheltered by some low brush, so unless anybody saw the dim light coming from the hole, they wouldn’t see him at all. There was space enough for one person, two if they could be snugly fit together, and the lantern illuminated the pit nicely. Tokiie took his advanced social anthropology textbook out of his bag and began to read chapter six. This was all he needed.

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Tag: Aoi Park
Stats: Done
Notes: Here’s the new one
Clothes: With intricate detail…

[Aoi Park]

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The dirt under his paws, the gentle breeze against his furr, everything was perfect. He was hunting, as a tiger. He hadn’t eaten in a while and so he thought the best time to hunt would be tonight when no one was around and it was dark out, a purr passed his lips. He felt so much at home as a tiger really, why though? He was pretty sure it was because he felt closer to his family like this, as a beast and not a human. Though his family preferred him as a human, all but his brother and grandfather. Oddly enough it was quiet in the forests, because a hungry predator stalked every tree and every bush ready for a meal.

Though now he was bored. A small huff passed his lips as he walked, his body not even taking in any form of moon light due to his grey fur. He was like a soulless shadow walking around the woods, ready to kill anything that seemed to cross his path. Though in truth he would never due such a thing, but he was so hungry. He could eat a hippo if a student came with that shifting form and he had the chance too. Maybe he should start eating again? Maybe he was fine like Tokiie had told him before. A snort passed the tiger’s lips. Tokiie, now there was someone he hadn’t spoken to since he smashed his head open and kissed. If Aoi were human right now he would be blushing. He remembered their kiss, the male’s soft lips on his own, the taste of salty sea water. In an odd way he missed the male, which was completely out of character because Aoi never missed anyone but his brother and his grandfather.

While turning a corner, something caught his eye. The tiger blinked through the darkness. Was that a light? From a lantern? This caught the tiger’s interest very much, who on earth could come out so late at night in the woods with a tiger talking every pathway? Aoi fallowed the light, he was so close to it now he could see who wad carrying it. Tokiie. It was really Tokiie. How odd, what was he doing out here so late at night? Aoi gave a small huff and fallowed behind him until he couldn’t see the male anymore. Well where did he go? A growl passed his lips and he walked closer, then he caught a glimpse of the light and the male in a small pit, and he was reading. Tokiie was officially an odd man. The tiger purred loudly, it broke the deep silence of the night. Slowly he passed closer until he reached the edge of the little bit, the light was shining on him, giving him a scary apperence, but his purring said otherwise. Now there wasn’t much room, but Aoi slowly walked into the pit and crawled beside him, his head rested on the boy’s lap, he wasn’t sure if Tokiie knew it was him or not, but if the male noticed he was a underweight tiger then he should know.

word count;; 537
outfit;; Tiger form!
tags;;ptokiie
notes;;sorry that took so long love D; [/size]

[Tokiie Shibata]

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Social anthropology was a rather complicated thing, but he had learned most of this a while ago. It was hard for him to believe there were actually some people failing this course. Either way, to Tokiie, it was amazingly fascinating. To him, though, it revealed many sad things that he had never known before, and maybe he would’ve turned out better if he had never learned it in the first place. People were dark things; liars and cheaters and bribers. It was so ingrained into their habits that they no longer did it consciously. It was a saddening thought.

Something was bothering him. Tokiie’s shoulders squared out and tensed, even though he was still reading as if nothing was wrong with the world. He could almost feel it; a presence that wasn’t here before. Of course it was just a hunch, it absolutely had to be. No human was this quiet out in the woods, none had the basic instinct to avoid every dry leaf and slender twig in their path. Animals, on the other hand; now they had that ability. Of course he just happened to be on an island surrounded by water and filled with humans that could change into animals. He just had to be, now did he?

Then there was the low rumble, and Tokiie’s heart went to a dead stop. Oh damn, was all that really went through his head at the moment. The rumbling had sliced through the quiet of the night and silenced the crickets and various bugs that were calling out before. To be quite frank, Tokiie was afraid to go and see what the hell it was. Was he going to die in this dirty little pit tonight? All alone and sitting in his own grave wearing a black and white kimono without company besides a book and a lantern? A sigh and his shoulders slumped. He looked up towards the opening.

It just had to be a tiger, now did it? Tokiie was soon face to face with a tiger glaring down at him. Yes, the large feline looked rather terrifying in the contrasting light, but the low rumble in its chest didn’t stop. Yep, he was nearly sure of it now; he was going to be D-E-A-D by the morning. If he was lucky, the tiger would be merciful and it would be quick. He met the tiger’s gaze handedly when it slunk into the pit with him, hunched low and ears forward in interest.

The tiger crawled right up to him and he was expecting it to chomp down on his arm any second, when it suddenly plopped itself down and rested its head on his lap. The Japanese boy froze, not sure what was happening or what to expect. After a few agonizingly intense moments, slowly, very slowly, Tokiie let his hand drop down onto the beast’s head, just behind its ears. Stupid move? Maybe. The tiger didn’t seem to mean him harm, but he had no idea why it was here. Was it a person that changed into a tiger? Possibly.

”Um… Hello there?”

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Tag: Aoi Park
Stats: Done
Notes: It’s cool beans. :3
Clothes: With intricate detail…

[Aoi Park]

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Aoi gave a small snort at how scared the male looked, and here Aoi thought the male was fearless, then again he was a giant tiger at the moment and anyone would act this way right? Right, it’s not everyday you would see a tiger so close and then have one come right up to you and lie beside you. Nope, only here would that ever happen. Aoi nuzzled him gently and gave a great big yawn, he crooned at the petting and purred softly, moving to gently lick his paws, well if he couldn’t snag a meal right now he would happily wait here with the male until he heard a rabbit or something right? Golden eye’s met the other’s, in truth he was a little shocked that the male didn’t know it was him, but hey. Tokiie was only human.

The big cat gave another yawn and moved to press his front paws against the male’s legs and began to kneed on them, pushing them in and out of his thigh, he wanted to get comfortable. The big cat stood and moved to lie his whole large body on the male’s legs and middle section, he was being playful and serious about lying there all at the same time. Aoi’s head was closer to his chest this time and he gave a small purr, along with his purr came a loud and long growling of his stomach.

Now suddenly something popped into the male’s mind, what the hell was Tokiie doing out here all alone? It was one of the most random places to sit and read? Was he really reading? Golden eyes moved up to meet the other’s once more before he closed his eyes and made himself comfortable against the male’s body. For some reason he wanted to keep the male safe, but from what? He wasn’t sure. He just knew he had too incase a giant bear or something came up and snagged him, then what would he do? Sighing softly the tiger moved a bit, he felt really cramped so without even knowing it, Aoi slowly changed back into a human, but this time he was completely naked, without any furr, he didn’t even notice it really. He still felt warm, maybe it was because he was close to the male? Who was giving off a lot of body heat? Eh, who knew. Aoi didn’t right now he couldn’t think, he was just comfortable right there.

word count;; 425
outfit;; Naked :3
tags;;ptokiie
notes;;*GIGGLES* HE‘S NAKEY[/size]

[Tokiie Shibata]

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It was ages before the big cat moved again, and when it did, Tokiie swore his heart let out an audible shriek. His face didn’t show it, but damn he was a little freaked out right now. There was a tiger on his lap and he had no idea what it was doing or what it was going to do. He was on the fence right now as to the tiger’s intentions. It purred as he pet it and that went on for a little while. In truth, the Japanese boy didn’t exactly want to stop in fear that the thing would chomp him as soon as he did.

Then the big cat rolled over and placed its paws on his thighs. Its claws dug into his skin as it kneaded at him, and Tokiie flinched at the feeling. It was mildly painful, but only mildly. Well, its nails were pricking at his skin, after all. Damn it, this thing was freaking him right the hell out. If it wanted to eat him, then go right ahead, just don’t play with him beforehand. The tiger stopped, stood up and proceeded to drape itself all over him. It could surely feel the flutter of his heart in his chest, and the cat was freaking heavy to begin with, even if it was a skinny tiger.

Tokiie jumped when it growled, or was that its stomach? He wasn’t sure, he didn’t care, he was rather scared now. Still, he didn’t let it show on his face; that he kept calm and controlled. But then the tiger closed its eyes and relaxed on top of him. Augh, this was going to be a very, very long night. Tokiie had no way of getting it off him without waking it up, and if he woke it up, it might just be irritated enough to take a bite out of him.

But then, to his complete surprise, the tigers fur began to melt off. Well, it shouldn’t have really surprised him; this island was infested with shifters, after all. It was who it was that surprised him the most. He recognized that face, as the stripes disappeared from it and the fur receded. It was that kid that he met in the concert hall; the one that starved himself because of something his ex said. What was his name? It started with an A. Blue? Yes, his name was Aoi, meaning blue.

And… He was naked.

”Holy--” Without a second thought, Tokiie pulled off the top layer of the upper part of his kimono and wrapped it around Aoi. The second layer underneath was thinner, but it wasn’t that cold outside. ”Cover yourself, babe!” Now he was stuck in a tight space, with another student, naked none the less, practically on top of him in the middle of the night out nowhere. If anybody saw them like this… Oh, it would’ve been forever till he heard the end of this.

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Tag: Aoi Park
Stats: Done
Notes: Tokiie’s face is probably OnO;;
Clothes: With intricate detail…

[Aoi Park]

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Right now, he felt so content lying with his head on the male’s stomach. The reasons for him changing back weren’t known to himself just yet, maybe it was because he wanted to show the male it was him? Wondering if he remembered at all who he was? He didn’t know, but then again Aoi really wanted to know. It was because of that damn kiss, he never got clearance from the male, he was never told if the male enjoyed it or wanted to beat the crap out of him for it. He was pretty sure it was somewhere in between because the male never said a word about it, but he was more leaning to the enjoyment part of it.

Aoi slowly felt a sheet coming over his body and he then noticed he had changed back and the male was using his own clothing to cover him up, a frown was plastered across his lips and he shifted a little bit. “Am I that ugly?” He said aloud talking about how the male covered him up, did Tokiie think he was ugly? Wonderful just perfect. His mind began to fill itself up of all those negative comments from before, what his ex said and everything, then he remembered the male smacking him and telling him he wasn’t ugly at all, snorting softly the Chinese boy gave a smile.

“I bet you don’t remember me, do you?” He asked softly and slowly moved his hand to rest on the male’s stomach, his heart was skipping a few beats, the male’s clothing was really thin. Slowly the male leaned down and kissed the other’s stomach, he could feel the heat through the fabric and he purred softly at that, okay Aoi was being really forward. This was completely out of character for him and yet he was glad to do it. His lips slowly began to move up the male’s body until he reached the male’s face, he had kissed from the base of the male’s stomach up to his neck so far and that’s were he planned to stop for now, he was already pushing his luck like crazy with the boy, but hey. Aoi was only human, well sort of. He was a shifter after all that could turn into a tiger, so would he really be human or an animal? Either way, he was just going off what he wanted to do.

word count;; 420
outfit;; Naked~
tags;;ptokiie
notes;;unst unst unst naughty Aoi![/size]

[Tokiie Shibata]

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Not this shit again! Tokiie thought when Aoi asked him if he was really that ugly that he needed to be covered up. Um, no, he was not ugly at all. However, he was naked. Very, very naked. Maybe the kid didn’t completely understand the concept of being naked and laying in another guy’s lap, because that often lead to something else completely different. And when the second question came about if he remembered the boy at all, he nearly laughed out loud. Well, if he didn’t remember Aoi before, he certainly would now.

”Hell no and hell yes,” Tokiie pet the kid on the head again, a simple pat to get the point across that yes, he did remember him and no, he was anything but ugly. Strange, strange boy. But still, it was awkward. As mentioned sometime long ago, unless Tokiie was the one initiating it, he normally didn’t accept any romantic gestures and often would rather go without the intimate ones. Yes, he would be the first to admit that he was a bit of a whore, but he would allow absolutely nobody else to start it but him.

Okay, so if he thought his heart was going before, it was probably nothing compared to now. Tokiie shuttered when Aoi leaned down and kissed his belly, and he was strategically placed on that fence again. Slap the kid or egg him on; it was a 50-50 decision here. His purring vibrated and tickles his skin and he flinched in surprise, curling away slightly. Okay, he could deal with this, of course he could. He was Tokiie after all, the man with the plan, dealing with everything that came his way with a straight poker face and a sly eye.

That is, until Aoi started shifting the trail of kisses up his neck.

Tokiie curled away from the boy, pressed up against the wall now more then ever. Man, he almost regretted taking off the first layer of his kimono now. Aoi was practically molesting him and he was just going to sit there and take it? Well, maybe he had to, because it was one of two extremes once again. Either continue sitting there and letting Aoi have his way with him, or breaking the kid’s limbs and leaving him to rot. To tell the truth, he didn’t think the boy could do very much to hurt him; Tokiie was considerably bigger, taller and probably stronger.

”Um… Oh…” Tokiie stuttered for a moment. Hell, he’d never felt this nervous since he first met Lucifer at the school. Maybe it was how forward Aoi had been or the fact that he was naked and on top of him, but Tokiie felt outrageously jittery. It was out of character and out of line from his usual cool façade and calm demeanor. ”Aoi, you’re… Um… Naked.” A long pause. ”I mean, aren’t you cold or something?”

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Tag: Aoi Park
Stats: Done
Notes: You can almost hear Tokiie screaming in his head. XD;
Clothes: With intricate detail…

[Aoi Park]

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Aoi frowned a bit when the male rolled away from him, his face flushed and he shook his head. God he was so stupid, tears brimmed his eyes and Aoi just ignored the male, slowly he began to crawl out of the hole, without the male’s leant robe on his body. Aoi couldn’t hear anything to eat so yeah he would pretty much just walk back to the school naked, until he reached it, then he would change so no one saw him naked. A small huff passed his lips. He was trying not to think about what just happened, to ignore it. To hide it away where no one else could see it. That was most likely the worst thing he could ever do, to just shove it in the far corners of his mind and heart and to never deal with it again, little did Aoi know they would snap back like a rubber band and attack.

Suddenly, Aoi felt himself drop to his knees, the rubber band just smacked him back about ten fold. What was he doing? Really? He hated himself and yet he would continue to hurt himself day by day? Wouldn’t it be easier to just end it all? He already had no one who would cry over him, so that was easiest to settle right there. He had no one, all alone. Completely isolated from the world all because his ex-boyfriend told him he was ugly. Taking things to heart seemed to be easy and quick for Aoi. He felt his stomach turn in a bad way and the next thing he knew he was throwing up in the bushes, there was nothing in his stomach so it felt painful to just vomit the vile that lurched in his stomach day after day, begging him for some nourishment.

Now he just felt dumb, really dumb. Suicide was a weaklings way out, only those who had nothing to gain and already lost everything did that. Aoi had things to gain, he just needed to do it right, but how? He had no one to help, his grandfather and brother were miles away from him doing their own thing and he knew he was the last thing on their mind right now. “Can’t do this anymore…” Finally he figured it out, he was a weakling, he had nothing more to gain from life since it was all sucked away so easily, and even if he had something it could have been taken away easily, and wouldn’t that leave him just at square one? No, he didn’t want to save himself the torture. He knew he wasn’t special and people thought about this all the time, but he did feel the inner tearing on which side he should do. End himself, or continue with a question mark over his head forever.

word count;; 492
outfit;; Naked~
tags;;ptokkkiie
notes;;Internal conflict ;x; poor stupid Aoi[/size]

[Tokiie Shibata]

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Aoi didn’t answer him. He barely even looked at him, but the expression was clearly written across his face in bright bold. He might as well have been screaming it out to the world. At least, that’s how it looked like to Tokiie, who read emotions as if they were written words and expressions as if they were screamed. Aoi looked beaten down and dejected, rejected, forgotten and stolen away and everything else that just expressed the simplest of words; sadness. He was again, on the verge of tears, and no doubt they would be spilt soon.

He left. Just like that, he left, just like he had in the nurse’s office not so long ago. Tokiie sat there for a few minutes, unsure of what the hell to do. Should he go after him? Should he just sit here and continue to study, like he had originally planned? And when the hell did he become so unsure, anyways? Tokiie had just met Aoi once before, with this time adding to a grand total of twice. Still, he was never unsure unless he was with this kid. It was frustrating, and he was sorely tempted to never have anything to do with him again.

But he couldn’t do that, could he? Probably not, since he had already bothered to take an interest in the kid. He was strange, something new, something to look at. ”Why, why, why…” Tokiie murmured to himself in a half-hearted, almost plaintive tone. He knew he was going to be getting himself into trouble now, but what was life without some trouble, huh? Slowly, giving himself time to change his mind, he got up and got out of the little scoop in the ground that he had found so comfortable. He left his bag and books; he would go back to get those later. However, the top layer of his kimono was slung over his shoulder like a jacket.

He found Aoi rather quickly and without a word, he draped the cloth-like garment over him, wrapping him up in the piece. He was so small; he was bound to get cold out here. The dynamic night air was filled with the faint cry of night birds and insects, but there wasn’t a single sound coming form him. To tell the truth, Tokiie wasn’t too much for words. He conveyed words through touch; his hands spoke for him rather then his tongue.

”It’s okay…” And he just held him, simple as that. Aoi fit in his arms like a piece of an elaborate jigsaw puzzle, not quite belonging there but fitting none the less. The rest was really up to the boy. If he left, then that was fine, Tokiie would never bother him again and harass him with his unusual musings. If he stayed, then that was okay too, it was all the better. Tokiie knew he would have to be gentle with Aoi; he was small and fragile in body and mind. Like prancing around on egg shells, it seemed.

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Tag: Aoi Park
Stats: Done
Notes: D’awwwww *engage sympathetic Tokiie*
Clothes: With intricate detail…

[Aoi Park]

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While mulling over his thoughts of if he should end his life or of if he should continue on, he felt the mild cover of something over his slim body and then arms wrapped around him, holding him tight and protectively it felt. His body began to heat up, no words were spoken as to who the person was but he knew who it was, the scent of sea water was driving him crazy. He leaned back into the male’s body, his own body felt like it was made to do this with the other, he felt so right for once when all was just so wrong. “I’m sorry… for kissing you…” He whispered softly through a few sobs of tears that just seemed to randomly come up from his throat. He felt like a child, a child who wanted everyone to join in on his own pity part. However, he didn’t want that at all.

“I’m a bother too you, Tokiie… so why did you come to find me?” It was clear he needed to start a stimulating conversation before he just started to weep like a little brat. A small chuckle passed his lips and he shook his head a bit. He was a brat, and he knew it too, which might have been one of the worst parts ever. “I didn’t mean to scare you as a tiger either, I was looking for something to eat… I only eat as a tiger, I don’t know why. I guess I’m going to skip my meal for tonight.” He said with a small shrug, it didn’t matter to him whether or not he ate, or… did it? God he was so confused, what should he do? This wasn’t his intention coming to his camp, to get to know someone and pill his inner most thoughts and feelings. He wanted to run away again, but he wouldn’t let himself. The male came to find him, there was no running.

Aoi slowly moved his arms and wrapped them gently around himself also, resting on the other’s like he was making sure the other boy didn’t let him go. They were lose so if the male wanted to let him go he could do so at any time he wished. He wouldn’t stop him, Aoi said his sorry’s now all he could do was wait for the male to speak again, his back was pressed against the other’s body perfectly, he felt so warm so calm. Even when he was on the brink of giving up, Tokiie picked up his pieces and put them back together.

word count;; 448
outfit;;Naked~
tags;;ptokkiiee
notes;;Aw! >3<[/size]

[Tokiie Shibata]

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The apology came a tad late, but it was better late then never, he supposed. And there were tears, of course. Aoi seemed really touchy like that; crying at little bits and bobs that would’ve barely made Tokiie flinch. He was a child; only a child. And again, here it was all over; the basic need to be accepted. The boy seemed to lack that and was compensating for it now. And Tokiie just happened to be kicked into the mix by some higher power who either thought it was good for the both of them, or just wanted the laugh.

”Nah, you’re pretty cool,” He reached up and patted Aoi on the head again, little black strands shifting easily under his hands. His hair was nice and clean and smelled mildly of some fruit he couldn’t exactly identify. However, when Aoi told him that he might as well skip his meal for tonight, Tokiie felt his arms tighten slightly. No way was he going to not eat; not when he was around, at least. Their arms were overlapping, just around the smaller boy’s waist.

”As you may have already noticed, I lack the ability to be so sincere, I just tell it as it is.” Tokiie rocked slightly on his heel as a particularly cool gust of wind blew past them, sending the longer strands of his hair into a cloud that framed his face. ”I can say that I pity you, to some extent. You remember when you walked in on me in the Concert Hall? When I said that I had never learned how to love myself?” Yeah, he had gotten a nice, shiny 94% on that piece of work from his teacher. Of course he would aim for much better, but that was fine for him right now. ”You might need to learn how to love yourself too, you know.” It was stated simply and he hoped he wasn’t insulting Aoi. And if he was, well, he wasn’t too sure how he would react. Probably with a healthy dose of indifference.

Aoi still needed something to eat. Unfortunately, Tokiie didn’t have any food on him like he did the last time. Was there any body of water around here? If there was, he could’ve easily gotten some watery edibles for them both, but it was unlikely. But damn it, if he had to spoon feed the kid then he would. His mother-hen gear had kicked in. ”But over everything else, you’re eating tonight, got it, babe?”

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Tag: Aoi Park
Stats: Done
Notes: Tokiie be confused, he doesn’t know how to react to such things. XP
Clothes: With intricate detail…

[Aoi Park]

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Aoi gave a small snort and a little smile when the other male said he was pretty cool. The male did know how to stroke an ego, Aoi would give him that much. He sighed softly and put all his weight into the male, which wasn’t a lot. He sighed softly and gently ran his fingers against the male’s arms, making sure the other boy was really there, also it was fail attempt to keep warm since he was slowly growing colder and colder as the night got deeper. A shiver passed his body and he bit his lower lip, he was now starting to regret not changing into a tiger at the moment. “I’m cold, Tokiie…” He muttered softly and turned his head to look at the male.

Love himself? Was that even possible for Aoi? He gave the male an odd look and then casted his eyes away. “I can’t… do it alone. I’m tired of being alone.” He muttered softly and shook his head again, he was finally fighting off the sobs he had started moments ago, no more tears. For now anyway. He felt like he was going to get sick again and he gave the male a bitter smile. “I was thinking about ending it all, giving up, but… I’m scared too. Cause I don’t want too give up.” He whispered and hold onto the male tighter when the other boy did the same, again he did no come here to have an intervention, but that’s exactly what the boy needed. Someone to smack him and tell him he was lovely, to tell him he had to eat. Yeah, he needed someone like that.

Aoi sighed gently and nodded a bit, saying silently that yes he would eat tonight. “Ironically enough, I can cook.” He said and snorted softly, giving the male a funny look. “I can cook for the both of us, if you’d like? I need clothes though…” He finished with a slight shiver that just added onto the fact that he was freezing to death really. Not to death, but close. Small teps were the hardest, the required a lot of change in a short amount of time. Could Aoi do it? Maybe eating again was good, not totally pigging out but eating right and stuff like before.

word count;; 406
outfit;; Naked~
tags;;ptokkkkiieee
notes;;Aw >3< They‘re too cute.[/size]

[Tokiie Shibata]

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He nearly rolled his eyes at Aoi when he said it was getting cold, but refrained from doing so. Of course he was cold, damn it. He was running around, naked none the less, in the middle of the night. Tokiie fluffed out the garment that covered the boy a bit to help keep him warm, but he knew it wasn’t going to be working miracles. It was a thin piece of clothing, and the only reason he kept warm was because, as a complete set, it had multiple layers. Aside from the fluffing, he couldn’t really do anything about the cold, and he sincerely wasn’t about to go half naked for a kid he met only twice.

Now on that note, loneliness was something Tokiie felt rather often, but would never on his life admit to. Yes, he had been lonely since he left his family when they sent him to this school. Yes, he had been lonely since Lucifer wound him up and threw him aside. He would never admit it though; never ever. Why? Well, he wasn’t too sure why he would never say he was lonely. Yes, he would say he was angry, tried, gloomy, but never lonely. It just wasn’t befitting of him, and it showed that he actually needed to depend on people. The very last thing he needed was for others to know he needed them.

But at the very least, he had broken through to the boy. He agreed to eating, and even said he could cook. Well, on that point he was rather doubtful. For now, he would just go with it, but he still doubted that Aoi could cook much worth his tastes. Yes, Tokiie was complicated and somewhat picky when it came to food. If it had seafood in it, he would eat it though. Anything else and he became picky as hell. Just give him a piece of fresh, raw fish and he would be perfectly content.

As for food, he didn’t have anything but tea in his bag, right next to those books. Where would they cook? And he needed clothes. Augh, how complicated this all got, and so quickly too. ”Why don’t you change back into a tiger? We can get back to the dorms or something and get you warm.” Frankly, it was getting a bit too chill for his tastes too, but like hell he’d admit that either.

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Tag: Aoi Park
Stats: Done
Notes: …I still find his nakedness awkward. XD;
Clothes: With intricate detail…

[Aoi Park]

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Aoi chuckled softly and pulled away from the male. “I could just make us white rice? I like mine with mustard though, it’s spicy.” He said softly, the male didn’t seem to keen on letting him cook for some reason. He purred softly in contentment and shook his head, looking off to the side, he often did go into the kitchen to get something to drink so the cook’s knew him well. He looked at the male oddly when he told him to turn into a tiger once more. “Don’t… leave me okay? We should get your stuff first or… if you want to come back?” He said softly and looked at the male, his eyes were glowing in the dark just like a cat’s would.

Slowly he changed back into a tiger, the male’s kimono that he had leant him covered his body still. Purring softly the tiger moved closer to him and rubbed against him, he didn’t know if the other wanted to go get his things first or go to his room so he could get some clothing, either way Aoi would happily fallow him where ever the boy wanted to go. He felt comfortable around the male, why though? Maybe it was because the male understood him, or maybe it was because they seemed the same? Aoi wasn’t sure of their connection yet, but he was glad they had one, even if it wasn’t a big one. Friends? He liked the idea.

Oddly enough Aoi was a little mad at Tokiie. The Japanese boy had slipped his way into Aoi, breaking him, over taking him, causing him to show every part of his mind to the male, in a way it hurt. It hurt to know that a complete stranger could break him so easily, even when Aoi tried to keep the strongest and most powerful wall up he could. Tokiie completely broke it down. With the anger came hope and happiness too. You couldn’t have one without the other right? Slowly Aoi rubbed himself against the male like a little kitten, mewing and showing how he felt, he seemed to be in a good mood for tiger standards anyway. Now it was just a waiting game, to see if Tokiie wanted to stay there or go back to the school or whatever.

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outfit;; tiger form![/url]
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notes;;Oh, he would be hot naked xD You can‘t deny it.[/size]

[Tokiie Shibata]

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Aoi finally pulled away from him, breaking contact first. That was the first time he was the one breaking contact instead of Tokiie; he took that to note. He offered to make some simple white rice and told him he liked it with mustard because it was spicy. Okay, he added that to his mental notebook as well; Aoi liked white rice with mustard. He kept a little mental check of everybody he met in his head, just in case. He was good with information storage, to say the least.

”I’ll go get my stuff first,” He told Aoi as the boy turned back into the tiger he first was. He reached down and took his shirt back, wrapping it around his shoulders once again. For a moment, he was quite fascinated by Aoi’s fur. He sure lived up to his namesake in that aspect. Instead of being black, white and orange, this tiger was black, white and an almost steely-blue. Very interesting; he would have to ask the boy more about this later.

Tokiie went back to his little hollow space in the ground and picked up his things, his bag, his papers, his lantern and his sandals. Aoi wouldn’t quit rubbing himself up against him the whole way, purring low in his chest and showing just how happy he was. The boy was expressive, and he liked that ease, compared to those who, once they realized he could read their faces, completely shut themselves off. He could help but reach down and scratch at the tiger’s ears.

”You’re pretty cute as a tiger,” Tokiie admitted as he patted his head. He stopped when he began to stuff his papers into his bag; last was the textbook on social anthropology that he never got to read. When he shut it, the rusty red splatters were clear shown all across the front. When he was done packing up, Tokiie stood upright again and stretched towards the sky. Today was going to be fine; rough parts, but overall fine.

”Lead the way, babe.” Tokiie looked expectantly at the tiger standing by his feet. It would’ve been a good idea if they headed back to his dorm room first though, so he could get some clothes and preferably not walk around campus in his birthday suit. Well, Tokiie wouldn’t have minded if Aoi walked around naked too much if they were in his room or something, but this was outside. ”Let’s go back to your room first so we can get you some clothes, then you’ll have to eat.” Even if it was only white rice and mustard, it was still something. If there was anything else, Tokiie would probably cook that up too and make him eat it.

They began to walk back, mostly in silence and their path being illuminated by the orb of light that was his lantern. The night felt nice and relaxed, just how it was before. Tokiie briefly wondered if Aoi knew about his own shifter form yet, being a sailfish, but probably not. However, of Aoi was a tiger, and he got anywhere near him in his sailfish form, he might’ve been tempted to eat him. He was a fish, and Aoi was a cat, after all.

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Tag: Aoi Park
Stats: Done
Notes: Ahahaha, all that, and they’re just ‘friends’. Lol. 8)
Clothes: With intricate detail…